GoInG 2 MoNtANa

yeah im leaving to montana tomorrow at noon time =D IM SO EXITED 2 see my family and just 2 be out of oklahoma, well yeah the past days went by real fast lol i went to a water park with my mom sis shay and kayden lol i got burnt up ha then the next day i got sick mayne it sucked but i got all better =D && YEAH Im so happy right now all packed and readdy && Ooh yeah there is this guy and he is cool and everything im kinda feeling him but yeah i dont want 2 lol i just wanna be single for awhile =D AND DO BAD BY MYSELF HA and about deion hes out of the picture i was idk what i was thinking i still like him and shit its just that i dont want him anymore well yeeah lol ima player so yeah cant get stuck into things like that cause i always end up with the broken heart well yeah untill i find that "one" ima stay pimping =D LOL well yeah thats all for now, your gurl RiverSideGirl #12 baybee!

MoNdAy

well today was boring lol untill like 6 o"clock haha some old homies came by their names are kyle even tony bologna and seth=D HAHA they are some goofy ass niggas for reals haha we balled up and THEY smoked =D i won seth a game like 100 to 0 and then played 21 with kyle and tony but they droped out so i won that game =D && yeah it was soo fun=D THEN after that i came home and my sister was going to da bowling alley so i went with her==D i ran into this uy names brandon aka Big B and lil william we had something to eat and they were bowling so i sat  and watched it was so funny=D MANN i just had a good day && only thought about deion once thats when he was on myspace lol =D I really miss him but ima wait untill i see him agian to see what happens but he really is my heart=D <3 gotta check my m.y.s.p.a.c.e

dEion hEnry

He is an amazing guy hes a fancy dancer in our indian culture we have these dances called powwows and if you want to perticapate in  them you can and he does hes a fancy dancer i think they are the most intresting  to watch, but thats just me. Hes 16 and handsome=] has the most incredible smile ever=D && Its like when i see his smile on his face mines automatically appears on my face 2. && my stomach get the butterflies and i just wanna tell him i love him and kiss him but i  usually just say hi and give him a hug, i miss him so much! with out him my world just seems plain and dull..... i want him so bad i would kill, no lie! hes like basically my heart<3. My everything, and to him im nothing =[ i dont know what to even think anymore i wanna just get someone to beat him up for breaking my heart, but pay back is a bitch! i know well now i do, but then it seems like i need him, theres a feeling in my stomach that one day just one day he will come back to me=] and tell me he loves me, and hold me and says that im his forever! && then i could live happily ever after=D then my life can really start, but untill then im just a heartless teenager=D

June 21st 2009

Happy fathers day to all the daddys out there......ofcorse to my daddy =D LOL today was nothing but the city all day man, i met a rapper today hes name is young snap, he pretty cool i guess not famous or anything, ha but when he does get famous i will remember that "one time at the flea market" lol well yeah in a coulpe of weeks im leaving to montana ofcorse ima be bloging about it so read it! lol well anyways my sister taylor got her dad a made t_shirt pretty bad ass and yeah i just called my dad hes all the way in washington pretty gay but yeah thats okay maybe i will see him in montana maybe, idk well anyways my fathers day was pretty wack cuzz i dont have a father with me ha anyways after i got back from the city i watched a movie now im writting this blog and my sister is getting on my LAST nerve so yeah ima go so peace out blog readers =]

 ps) i had pictures but this dumb computer wont work =[ sorry

RiverSideGirl

Sataurday Night home

Well my Sataurday night home was okay half the time i was on myspace and my blog ha and the other half was this movie called bride wars which is a good movie=] the moral of the movie is that there is that one person out there that can and will stand by your side always and forever....for worst and for good, till dealth do part. ha thats called a best friend forever...... i cant say that i found that person bUT im pretty damn sure this is the girl i can call my best friend for ever i love her and im always there for her and shes always there for me=D HER NAME IS TAYLOR HART, i love her when i get married she is going to be my maid of honor=D she plays basketball just like me=] we have alot in common when we was younger people used to say we looked alike so we called each other sisters yeah we kinda faught a little but not to much ha i still have her back no matter what and she has mine too,  but now that we go to diffrent schools we kinda drifted apart but thats okay right? i mean we still keep in touch with each other, we dont really hang like we used to but i can make it back like that, well the point is that she is that one person that can and will stand by my side always and forever....for worst and for good, till dealth do part...shes my best friend forever....and im hers=D

Before i made this blog

Hey this is RiverSideGirl, 

    Basketball is my main thing i love in this world beside the boy of my dreams 

i have a pretty big family my mom pushes me too much my rolemodel is pregnet my big sister aka i call her my mom well she pretty much is but she isnt a good rolemodel she pregnet to and my other sister is too thats weird huh? but thats my sisters for you, my brothers are cool they are protective, well were i live is boring i hate it so much but i also love it to,  its okay sometimes i have all this stuff planed for my future like to become a doctor and merry Deion Henry and have a little family.  Well first i have to graduate high school and stuff right now im a 10th grader im 15 the worst but best age to be.

well before i made this blog my days are just about myspace and my phone and my future baby hubby.  I live for GOD, and i still do and always will.  Hes the almighty for those who dont know that. 

well anyways as for today i awoke at my friends house because i was locked out of my apt lastnight=[ it sucked but my girl pam had my back. but anyways i got a ride home then just chilled out and left a got something to eat, oh yeah i can drive too! i feel so cool about that ha. && anyways i came to make this blog.......

the things that came accross my mind today was first Deion Henry my future hubby, i miss him so much me && him been through so much.  Alan rednose well he is stuck in my memory forever. He was my first time=] in his car, i cant imagine i would do anything like it but im growing up everyday. another thing that came across my mind today is weed, smoking, i was cleaning out my room and going though my purse and cam across a lil bag of weed=[ i quit smoking a couple of days ago well i said i was going to =[ i want to so bad, cause i feel that if i do all the right things god will awnser my preyers about deion being mine. forever. but other then thats all that came across my mind. 

    well its time for me to go now, 

                              RiverSideGirl