
He is an amazing guy hes a fancy dancer in our indian culture we have these dances called powwows and if you want to perticapate in them you can and he does hes a fancy dancer i think they are the most intresting to watch, but thats just me. Hes 16 and handsome=] has the most incredible smile ever=D && Its like when i see his smile on his face mines automatically appears on my face 2. && my stomach get the butterflies and i just wanna tell him i love him and kiss him but i usually just say hi and give him a hug, i miss him so much! with out him my world just seems plain and dull..... i want him so bad i would kill, no lie! hes like basically my heart<3. My everything, and to him im nothing =[ i dont know what to even think anymore i wanna just get someone to beat him up for breaking my heart, but pay back is a bitch! i know well now i do, but then it seems like i need him, theres a feeling in my stomach that one day just one day he will come back to me=] and tell me he loves me, and hold me and says that im his forever! && then i could live happily ever after=D then my life can really start, but untill then im just a heartless teenager=D
THIS IS STUPID! I WISH I COULD DELETE ALL THIS BUT I CANT BECAUSE I LOST ALL INFO LIKE USERNAME AND PW AND EMAIL ADDRESS I USED.. THIS WILL HAUNT ME FOREVER! I WAS DUMB AND YOUNG ! HAHA! ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME THO ;P
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